Would have been your birthday, Ronke. Stayed up in a way so I could write in. I know you are with the Lord. Rest in peace. I am not feeling too well Ronke, but so does the One who created you and I. If anyone had told me that they'll try to turn me into a moslem I would never in a million years have believed it. It's affecting me terribly as it's like a mental illness. One even told me we'll kill another one of your siblings again. They tried to force me into an ungodly union with some of them. It's a sordid story. Their darkness is I wish I had words to describe it but it's too unholy to describe.

I am thinking of changing your charity to the Bible Society. I probably will. Hope I can.
It hurts the culture of death that surfaced since you went, it's escalated to such that one told me. "it's you we want to die." She's been broadcasting to people that I am dying after telling me to commit suicide to which I refused. Slash your wrists she told me to. I just looked and smiled. My brain is so tampered with, it's a miracle I am coherently writing this as I look back at what man has done. I don't know what Jesus is going to do but He knows best. Went for Seder last week, a practical stranger revealed as we were finishing how the person I told you about in the vision that I had the last time we were together was entering me to do evil. It's awful , but God is with me.

I am going to try and get some sleep, dedicated today's facebook page to you. It's the least I can do. I've set up a funeral payment plan for me at last, to help the kids out should anything happen to me. I don't want to agree to give up the ghost as they want don't even know how to. God is not into the assisted suicide business though people seem to think they can cause it to happen at their will.

Happy birthday. and thank you. I still sing the song when I am in a quandary as to what to do, it calms my spirit .